*sits on the edge of your bed* ...Hey, Ash. Um... I don't think you can hear me, but it's me, Andy. *silent for a moment, wondering what to say* I'm sorry I couldn't visit you earlier, it's just... a bit complicated... I got captured by BL/ind, they made me a Draculoid for awhile, so yeah... *silent again, this time for longer*
...Damn... *buries his face in his hands* I'm so sorry, man, so sorry I wasn't here when you needed me, I should've stopped you... I'm so sorry for not being a good enough friend... *blinks, trying not to cry* I just don't understand... Why would you do that, why would you do that to yourself, why does everyone around me keep trying to kill themselves...? Anna... She's gone... And now you, too... And I just wish I knew why, why... *bites lower lip, blinks again* ...why is life so unfair...
*silent, stares at the ground* Y'know, sometimes I really want to do it, too... Just grab a knife and end this... put a gun to my head and just... *gestures to his head, like he's shooting himself* But I keep fighting, because I'm stupid, stubborn bastard... Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe now I'll just go home and, y'know. I might. I would, if I wasn't such a coward to do it. But truth is... truth is, I am scared... *looks up, tears in his eyes* ...I just wish you could, just, like, wake up now, and tell me everything's alright, and all this shit would be all a dream, and it would have never happened... *blinks; a tear rolls down his face* Just wake up, Ash, please... Please, don't leave me too... *takes a deep breath, trying to stop crying; wipes his tears away; goes silent again* ...I'm sorry, Ash. *looks at you again, sighs sadly, gets up and heads to the door*